design is dead.

ADD ME

Fri, 23 Apr 2004 04:08:34 GMT

I finally got a new journal

ADD MY NEW JOURNAL BITCHES.

...i'm adding all of my friends from this journal to the other.
bye loves.

farewell journal.

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 01:10:26 GMT

a brief update:
(for the few that matter)
-i lagged(especially w/this journal)
-i swear i have artistic abilities.
-D minus status in english
-i have retards for friends, really.
-moving in a week
-i have a fabulous lover
-my hair needs to grow longer
-and i miss masumi & my old life.

RIP little journal. <3 I'll post with my new journal name soon enough.

im back.

Fri, 20 Feb 2004 04:37:00 GMT

Sincerly, Britney.

lookin at my gucci its about that time.

Thu, 15 Jan 2004 01:57:39 GMT

I'ma show you some rookie press that butt
The trunk went Ehh-Ehh and all of a sudden
Four fifteen's didn't see no wires
Then I heard BOOM from the amplifiers.

lack of entries

Fri, 09 Jan 2004 04:36:27 GMT

current dress: white tee shirt & jeans
current mood: tired/anxious
current music: killswitch engage
current taste: pepsi
current hair: ponytail
current annoyance: school work
current smell: lucky brand perfume
current thing i ought to be doing: homework or sleeping
current favorite musical group: vena cava or killswitch engage
current cd in stereo: HIM
current color of toenails: pinkish
current worry: everything

boring section
longest relationship : couple months
shortest relationship: 2.5 hours? i dont know
been in love with more than one person: no
sweetest thing a boy has done for you?: anything mike has done
someone break your heart?: petty shit.

last person you talked to: mr. donnie pants
last person you hugged: ha my brother
last person you instant messaged: nick
last person you yelled at: my mom
last person who broke your heart: you

favorite food: any food
favorite drink: pepsi
favorite color: black
favorite album: TBS -Tell all your friends
favorite shoes: my favorite sandals
favorite candy: dont eat candy much
favorite tv show: spongebob and the oc
favorite movie: waking life, fight club
favorite veggie: ew
favorite fruit: pomegrante

are you understanding?: very
are you open-minded?: yeah
are you arrogant?: probably
are you insecure?: very much so
are you interesting?: are you interested?
are you hungry?: all the goddamn time
are you friendly?: i try
are you smart?: i'd like to think so
are you moody?: at times
are you childish?: yup
are you independent?: i suppose
are you hard-working?: im lazy
are you healthy?: haha sure
are you emotional?: sure
are you difficult?: sometimes i guess
are you attractive?: are you attracted?
are you bored easily?: yes
are you messy?: yeah
are you thirsty?: uhh
are you responsible?: yes
are you obsessed?: with some things
are you angry?: it happens
are you sad?: about some things
are you happy?: yeah some where inside
are you talkative?: depends
are you legal?: nope
are you different?: im my own species
are you content?: never
are you a deep thinker?: too often for own good
are you self-disciplined?: very
are you sleepy?: i need more sleep
are you lonely?: no

who do you want to kill?: father
who do you want get really drunk with?: nobody
who do you want to look like?: myself
who do you want to be like?: myself
who do you want to talk to?: mike

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 05:40:41 GMT

Dear Michael John Duffy,
get a livejournal.
<3Brittany
ps.i love you
this much

[--------infinity--------] x2

Fri, 26 Dec 2003 04:52:47 GMT

"dickslapping cowkilling cunt rag ass fucking slut." love nathan.

and this is why everything sucks

Thu, 25 Dec 2003 07:09:50 GMT

nothing is what i believe it really is, its just a complex system of moments that inevibly contradict each other, then when nothing is, everything isnt. Tonight ive realized that my life is a constant contradiction. Which is an obvious statement of anyones life. i guess life is a constant state of wanting to destroy just for the pure fact of rebuilding to deconstruct and rebuild to destroy (and repeat), this process is what makes up your entire life and this is why everything inevitbly sucks.

Fri, 12 Dec 2003 03:15:39 GMT

i took my plugs out. i feel naked. i need to get new plugs in like a week.

"Slut!"

Wed, 10 Dec 2003 01:08:11 GMT

neon green nails:

thats how i do it.

#3

Sat, 06 Dec 2003 22:49:58 GMT

current 5 things that makes life worth living for:
#the future
#mike
#KFC & Taco Bell
#fucking shit up
#& proving people wrong

#2

Sat, 06 Dec 2003 22:45:16 GMT

xmas list for santa:
a)a new cellular tele
b)new parents
c)silver steve madden pointed flats size 9
d)my friends back
e)lime green steve madden pointed flates size 9
f)teap cup chihuahua
g)new lime green snowboard
h)something more meaningful.

#1

Sat, 06 Dec 2003 22:34:04 GMT

next weekend i am dying my hair dark dark dakr brown. so dark its almost black. this is big news you guys. no more blondness. im kind of sad to see it go, ive always been blondeish. so now with my dark hair im just going to look super european and even more like a bitch. hot damn. masumi. hot damn.

I find it funny how i nor anyone else ever reads these. yet i insist.

Fri, 05 Dec 2003 04:16:19 GMT

001) What time are you starting this?: 7:31pm
002) Name?: Brittany
003) Date of birth?: August 7th
004) Sex?: female
005) Height?: 5"5ish
006) Eye color?: hazel/grey contacts
007) Weight?: 100 Im small leave me alone
008) Location?: San Diego
009) Where were you born?: San Diego
010) Have you ever failed a grade?: negitive.
011) If you have, what grade did you fail?: ...
012) Do you have crush on someone?: uh?
013) Do you have a bf/gf?: indeed i do
014) If so, what is their name: Mike
015) How long have you been together?: i think almost 4 months.
016) What are you wearing right now?: jeans, white wife beater w/ turqoise off the shoulders shirt over.
017) Would you have sex before marriage?: haha never dude
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: ew
019) Are you a virgin?: no
020) Do you smoke?: i do not
021) Do you drink?: oh yes
022) Are you ghetto?: tru dat
023) Are you a player?: i am a hustler. get it right.
024) What are your favorite colors?: black and neon green.
025) What is your favorite animal?: bunnies?
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: sure
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: nopppe
028) Who are your best friends?: masumi.
029) Have you ever beat someone up?: all the time
030) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: Donny
031) Have you ever been slapped?: Yep
032) Do you get online a lot?: not so much anymore
033) Are you shy or outgoing?: more on the shy side
034) Do you shower?: always
035) Do you hate school?: always
036) Do you have a social life?: almost non exsistant now days
037) How easily do you trust people? funny
038) Have you ever lied to your bestfriends?: i suppose
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: dont think so
040) Would you ever sky dive?: yea totally
041) Do you like to dance?: i do
068) Have you ever been out of state?: yes
069) Do you like to travel?: Yep
070) Have you ever been expelled from school?: nope
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: nope
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: sometimes
072) Are you spoiled?: my parents hate me
073) Are you a brat?: "Britt-Brat" true story
074) Have you ever been dumped?: ummm.. I dunno, kinda?
075) Have you ever gotten high?: handful of times
076) What's your favorite drink?: pepsi
077) Do you like Snapple?: eh
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: Yep
079) What toothpaste do you use?: coalgate?
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: did and will
081) Do you have a curfew?: haha not since I was like 10
082) Who do you look up to?: Paris Hilton?
083) Are you a role model?: definitely
085) What name brand do you wear the most?: haha i have 2 D&G items, shoes and a formal dress.
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: none
087) What do you have pierced?: other than ears, nothing
088) What do you want pierced?: nothing
089) Do you like taking pictures?: sorta
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: nope
091) Do you have a tan?: yea, i need one.
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: depends on the day
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: ew no
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: cell phone, yea
095) Do you have your own pool?: nope
096) Do you have any siblings?: brother and half sister
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: boxers
098) Have you ever been played?: yes
099) Have you ever played anyone?: sure? i dont think so
100) Do you get along with your parents?: NEVER
102) How do you vent your anger?: kill shit
103) Have you ever run away?: yeah
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: nope
105) Do you even have a job?: not currently
106) Do you daydream a lot?: sorta
107) Do you have a lot of exes?: no
108) Do you run your mouth?: when appropriate
109) What do you want a tattoo of?: your face.
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: ehh
111) What are your favorite flowers?: stupid question.
112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: a shady mother fucka
113) What does your most recent crush look like?: your father
114) Have you ever been bitched out?: yes
115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: today
116) Are you rude?: try not to be
117) What was the last compliment you received?: from random boy that i dont know who knew my name. i was frightened and had a horrified look on my face when he said it to me and i think i scared him but i didnt mean to. hahaha
118) Do you like getting dirty?: always
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: bellybuttons scare me.
120) Are you flexible?: yeah
121) What is your heritage?: stupid question
122) What is your lucky number?: 666
123) What does your hair look like right now?: like i just woke up
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: i <3 the beef
125) When was your last real heartbreak?: summer time fling, bad idea. stupid
126) Describe your looks?: jdrghiulsrhgskisjgu
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: blackish brown and it will be soon
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: maybe a couple years from now
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: yuuup
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: last weekend
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: everyday?
132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: depends
133) Have you ever given?: yep
134) Have you ever received?: yep
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: nope
136) Do you have one now?: ahha no
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: whenever i get to it
138) Have you ever been skinnydipping?: yeah
139) If yes, when was the last time?: while back
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: dad
141) Do you cry a lot?: i dont about stuff like that
142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: i dont let people see me cry
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: left arm?
144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: "UM" "like" "fuck"
145) Are you the romantic type?: i would like to be
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: no
147) What do you like most about your body?: i eat like a fat woman and am still a skinny fuck
148) What do you like least about your body?: i am skinny as fuck.
150) When was the last time you threw up?: ew, long time ago
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: dark
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: sandals
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: uhhh
154) What about cleavage?: haha
155) Is your best friend a virgin?: i dont think so
156) Have you ever fucked someone up?: all the time
157) Have you ever been fucked up?: um?
158) What color are your underwear right now?: black
159) What theme does your room have?: blue and white yeah
160) What size shoe do you wear?: 9
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: nada
162) What is your screen name on AIM?: thisxkillsxme
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: of course
164) How are you feeling right now?: hungry
165) When was the last time you were at a party?: i am the party.
166) Have you ever given a lapdance?: tooo many
167) What do you sleep in?: pjammies
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: yeah dude
169) What is one of your bad qualities?: pesimistic and my temper
170) What is one of your good qualities?: i care too much for my own good
171) Would you marry for money?: couldnt tell ya
172) What do you drive?: god damnit
173) Have you ever given or received roadhead?: hahahaha
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: neither
175) What does your lj username mean?: choke-on-it.. "it" being your happiness
176) What's your favorite lj to read?: my friends
177) When was the last time you cried in school?: never
178) Do you wear Chucks?: ha yes
179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: for $20 i would
180) What time are you finishing this?: 8:06pm

Tue, 02 Dec 2003 04:17:17 GMT

my mother is a crazy imature needy selfish bitch. and she will be the death of me.

Sun, 30 Nov 2003 02:06:34 GMT

brian where are you?

deleted entries

Wed, 26 Nov 2003 20:15:07 GMT

a) someone who i love and care about came across my journal. i guess its sorta like if my mom were to read my journal. i mean theres nothing bad in it but its just weird because it was never intended for certian people to read. i dont know how to explain it correctly but its like if someone found your diary and read it. ha i dont even know what im trying to say. but that just the possiblity that i could have hurt this person with some of the things i wrote kills me. i dont know.

b) most entries were entered by me. but there were some occations where either Aundrea or Jen wrote in this journal too. so therefore it was fucking confusing who wrote what because no one bothered to say who they were. so from now on its just goning to be me writing in this journal. Im going to give Aundrea my old journal and im not too sure what up with Jen.