| farewell journal. |
[17 Mar 2004|05:07pm] |
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a brief update: (for the few that matter) -i lagged(especially w/this journal) -i swear i have artistic abilities. -D minus status in english -i have retards for friends, really. -moving in a week -i have a fabulous lover -my hair needs to grow longer -and i miss masumi & my old life.
RIP little journal. <3 I'll post with my new journal name soon enough.
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| im back. |
[19 Feb 2004|08:25pm] |
Sincerly, Britney.
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| lookin at my gucci its about that time. |
[14 Jan 2004|05:51pm] |
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I'ma show you some rookie press that butt The trunk went Ehh-Ehh and all of a sudden Four fifteen's didn't see no wires Then I heard BOOM from the amplifiers.
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[08 Jan 2004|08:16pm] |
current dress: white tee shirt & jeans current mood: tired/anxious current music: killswitch engage current taste: pepsi current hair: ponytail current annoyance: school work current smell: lucky brand perfume current thing i ought to be doing: homework or sleeping current favorite musical group: vena cava or killswitch engage current cd in stereo: HIM current color of toenails: pinkish current worry: everything
boring section longest relationship : couple months shortest relationship: 2.5 hours? i dont know been in love with more than one person: no sweetest thing a boy has done for you?: anything mike has done someone break your heart?: petty shit.
last person you talked to: mr. donnie pants last person you hugged: ha my brother last person you instant messaged: nick last person you yelled at: my mom last person who broke your heart: you
favorite food: any food favorite drink: pepsi favorite color: black favorite album: TBS -Tell all your friends favorite shoes: my favorite sandals favorite candy: dont eat candy much favorite tv show: spongebob and the oc favorite movie: waking life, fight club favorite veggie: ew favorite fruit: pomegrante
are you understanding?: very are you open-minded?: yeah are you arrogant?: probably are you insecure?: very much so are you interesting?: are you interested? are you hungry?: all the goddamn time are you friendly?: i try are you smart?: i'd like to think so are you moody?: at times are you childish?: yup are you independent?: i suppose are you hard-working?: im lazy are you healthy?: haha sure are you emotional?: sure are you difficult?: sometimes i guess are you attractive?: are you attracted? are you bored easily?: yes are you messy?: yeah are you thirsty?: uhh are you responsible?: yes are you obsessed?: with some things are you angry?: it happens are you sad?: about some things are you happy?: yeah some where inside are you talkative?: depends are you legal?: nope are you different?: im my own species are you content?: never are you a deep thinker?: too often for own good are you self-disciplined?: very are you sleepy?: i need more sleep are you lonely?: no
who do you want to kill?: father who do you want get really drunk with?: nobody who do you want to look like?: myself who do you want to be like?: myself who do you want to talk to?: mike
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[26 Dec 2003|09:37pm] |
Dear Michael John Duffy, get a livejournal. <3Brittany ps.i love you this much
[--------infinity--------] x2
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[25 Dec 2003|08:44pm] |
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"dickslapping cowkilling cunt rag ass fucking slut." love nathan.
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| and this is why everything sucks |
[24 Dec 2003|10:47pm] |
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nothing is what i believe it really is, its just a complex system of moments that inevibly contradict each other, then when nothing is, everything isnt. Tonight ive realized that my life is a constant contradiction. Which is an obvious statement of anyones life. i guess life is a constant state of wanting to destroy just for the pure fact of rebuilding to deconstruct and rebuild to destroy (and repeat), this process is what makes up your entire life and this is why everything inevitbly sucks.
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[11 Dec 2003|06:53pm] |
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i took my plugs out. i feel naked. i need to get new plugs in like a week.
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[06 Dec 2003|02:45pm] |
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current 5 things that makes life worth living for: #the future #mike #KFC & Taco Bell #fucking shit up #& proving people wrong
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[06 Dec 2003|02:34pm] |
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xmas list for santa: a)a new cellular tele b)new parents c)silver steve madden pointed flats size 9 d)my friends back e)lime green steve madden pointed flates size 9 f)teap cup chihuahua g)new lime green snowboard h)something more meaningful.
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[06 Dec 2003|02:25pm] |
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next weekend i am dying my hair dark dark dakr brown. so dark its almost black. this is big news you guys. no more blondness. im kind of sad to see it go, ive always been blondeish. so now with my dark hair im just going to look super european and even more like a bitch. hot damn. masumi. hot damn.
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| I find it funny how i nor anyone else ever reads these. yet i insist. |
[04 Dec 2003|07:29pm] |
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001) What time are you starting this?: 7:31pm 002) Name?: Brittany 003) Date of birth?: August 7th 004) Sex?: female 005) Height?: 5"5ish 006) Eye color?: hazel/grey contacts 007) Weight?: 100 Im small leave me alone 008) Location?: San Diego 009) Where were you born?: San Diego 010) Have you ever failed a grade?: negitive. 011) If you have, what grade did you fail?: ... 012) Do you have crush on someone?: uh? 013) Do you have a bf/gf?: indeed i do 014) If so, what is their name: Mike 015) How long have you been together?: i think almost 4 months. 016) What are you wearing right now?: jeans, white wife beater w/ turqoise off the shoulders shirt over. 017) Would you have sex before marriage?: haha never dude 018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: ew 019) Are you a virgin?: no 020) Do you smoke?: i do not 021) Do you drink?: oh yes 022) Are you ghetto?: tru dat 023) Are you a player?: i am a hustler. get it right. 024) What are your favorite colors?: black and neon green. 025) What is your favorite animal?: bunnies? 026) Do you have any birthmarks?: sure 027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: nopppe 028) Who are your best friends?: masumi. 029) Have you ever beat someone up?: all the time 030) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: Donny 031) Have you ever been slapped?: Yep 032) Do you get online a lot?: not so much anymore 033) Are you shy or outgoing?: more on the shy side 034) Do you shower?: always 035) Do you hate school?: always 036) Do you have a social life?: almost non exsistant now days 037) How easily do you trust people? funny 038) Have you ever lied to your bestfriends?: i suppose 039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: dont think so 040) Would you ever sky dive?: yea totally 041) Do you like to dance?: i do 068) Have you ever been out of state?: yes 069) Do you like to travel?: Yep 070) Have you ever been expelled from school?: nope 071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: nope 071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: sometimes 072) Are you spoiled?: my parents hate me 073) Are you a brat?: "Britt-Brat" true story 074) Have you ever been dumped?: ummm.. I dunno, kinda? 075) Have you ever gotten high?: handful of times 076) What's your favorite drink?: pepsi 077) Do you like Snapple?: eh 078) Do you drink a lot of water?: Yep 079) What toothpaste do you use?: coalgate? 080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: did and will 081) Do you have a curfew?: haha not since I was like 10 082) Who do you look up to?: Paris Hilton? 083) Are you a role model?: definitely 085) What name brand do you wear the most?: haha i have 2 D&G items, shoes and a formal dress. 086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: none 087) What do you have pierced?: other than ears, nothing 088) What do you want pierced?: nothing 089) Do you like taking pictures?: sorta 090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: nope 091) Do you have a tan?: yea, i need one. 092) Do you get annoyed easily?: depends on the day 093) Have you ever started a rumor?: ew no 094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: cell phone, yea 095) Do you have your own pool?: nope 096) Do you have any siblings?: brother and half sister 097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: boxers 098) Have you ever been played?: yes 099) Have you ever played anyone?: sure? i dont think so 100) Do you get along with your parents?: NEVER 102) How do you vent your anger?: kill shit 103) Have you ever run away?: yeah 104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: nope 105) Do you even have a job?: not currently 106) Do you daydream a lot?: sorta 107) Do you have a lot of exes?: no 108) Do you run your mouth?: when appropriate 109) What do you want a tattoo of?: your face. 110) What do you have a tattoo of?: ehh 111) What are your favorite flowers?: stupid question. 112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: a shady mother fucka 113) What does your most recent crush look like?: your father 114) Have you ever been bitched out?: yes 115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: today 116) Are you rude?: try not to be 117) What was the last compliment you received?: from random boy that i dont know who knew my name. i was frightened and had a horrified look on my face when he said it to me and i think i scared him but i didnt mean to. hahaha 118) Do you like getting dirty?: always 119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: bellybuttons scare me. 120) Are you flexible?: yeah 121) What is your heritage?: stupid question 122) What is your lucky number?: 666 123) What does your hair look like right now?: like i just woke up 124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: i <3 the beef 125) When was your last real heartbreak?: summer time fling, bad idea. stupid 126) Describe your looks?: jdrghiulsrhgskisjgu 127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: blackish brown and it will be soon 128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: maybe a couple years from now 129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: yuuup 130) When was the last time you were drunk?: last weekend 131) When was the last time you went on a date?: everyday? 132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: depends 133) Have you ever given?: yep 134) Have you ever received?: yep 135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: nope 136) Do you have one now?: ahha no 137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: whenever i get to it 138) Have you ever been skinnydipping?: yeah 139) If yes, when was the last time?: while back 140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: dad 141) Do you cry a lot?: i dont about stuff like that 142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: i dont let people see me cry 143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: left arm? 144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: "UM" "like" "fuck" 145) Are you the romantic type?: i would like to be 146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: no 147) What do you like most about your body?: i eat like a fat woman and am still a skinny fuck 148) What do you like least about your body?: i am skinny as fuck. 150) When was the last time you threw up?: ew, long time ago 151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: dark 152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: sandals 153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: uhhh 154) What about cleavage?: haha 155) Is your best friend a virgin?: i dont think so 156) Have you ever fucked someone up?: all the time 157) Have you ever been fucked up?: um? 158) What color are your underwear right now?: black 159) What theme does your room have?: blue and white yeah 160) What size shoe do you wear?: 9 161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: nada 162) What is your screen name on AIM?: thisxkillsxme 163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: of course 164) How are you feeling right now?: hungry 165) When was the last time you were at a party?: i am the party. 166) Have you ever given a lapdance?: tooo many 167) What do you sleep in?: pjammies 168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: yeah dude 169) What is one of your bad qualities?: pesimistic and my temper 170) What is one of your good qualities?: i care too much for my own good 171) Would you marry for money?: couldnt tell ya 172) What do you drive?: god damnit 173) Have you ever given or received roadhead?: hahahaha 174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: neither 175) What does your lj username mean?: choke-on-it.. "it" being your happiness 176) What's your favorite lj to read?: my friends 177) When was the last time you cried in school?: never 178) Do you wear Chucks?: ha yes 179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: for $20 i would 180) What time are you finishing this?: 8:06pm
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my mother is a crazy imature needy selfish bitch. and she will be the death of me.
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[29 Nov 2003|06:05pm] |
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brian where are you?
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[26 Nov 2003|12:03pm] |
a) someone who i love and care about came across my journal. i guess its sorta like if my mom were to read my journal. i mean theres nothing bad in it but its just weird because it was never intended for certian people to read. i dont know how to explain it correctly but its like if someone found your diary and read it. ha i dont even know what im trying to say. but that just the possiblity that i could have hurt this person with some of the things i wrote kills me. i dont know.
b) most entries were entered by me. but there were some occations where either Aundrea or Jen wrote in this journal too. so therefore it was fucking confusing who wrote what because no one bothered to say who they were. so from now on its just goning to be me writing in this journal. Im going to give Aundrea my old journal and im not too sure what up with Jen.
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